it will be okay

I start my new job in two days, i think thats the one thing i am clinging to right now for a source of happiness. I hate feeling like this, i hate emo and i hate talking emo. But i feel like a part of my life is missing, I have no idea what it could be, But i have faith enough in God that he will bring whatever is missing back in my life.

Schools going pretty good, speaking of which i gotta study this weekend.

So i read the entire harry potter book.....IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME.....

What makes me angry is all those people online that are saying that Harry is going to die in the seventh book, as if. Then evil would beat good, and that never happens. Its not supposed to be like that. Good is always supposed to triamph when it comes down to battle. I truly believe that even in life, God will always pull me through all the evils in life, if only keep my faith and believe that he can. Its amazing what that feels like. I mean even while i feel the hole in my soul, i still can feel god's presence in my life, and that is another thing that allows me to keep going, knowing theres something else for me......